Today was supposed to be THE day…….the day I was going to be induced.

My doctor and I had discussed it way back in November.  We had been through the last 2 pregnancies with this same doc.  We knew how everything was going to go.  Even though my due date was not until July 4th, he was going to induce me a week and a half early.  I have had all large babies and the doc wanted this last one out before he got too big.  My doc is in his office on Tuesdays and in the hospital on Wednesdays.  With the last 2 kids I went to see my doc on a Tuesday (the last appointment before my due date) and he sent me in to the hospital that evening to start the induction process……both times, the babies were born the next day.  I should be at the hospital right now starting the induction process for Quinn.  I knew back in January when we lost him that this day was going to be tough…..I just wasn’t sure how tough.

Tomorrow is going to be even worse…….It would have been Quinn’s birthday.